Bitter Defeat

I really don't know what to do anymore.
This pain is just too hard to endure.
My hearts mixed up beyond belief.
Can I really see through this grief?
This is really messing me up.
God my life is so fucked up.
Why can nothing be simple anymore?
Why do I have to go through this door?
I really can't take it anymore.
Tears I weep, every minute.
Innocent drops as I sob in grief.
My life always ends in defeat.
I really hate my feet.
As they don't help me run from this.
There stuck in the mud, as I slowly go.
I sink in quicksand, head going under.
Lungs drowning in my own grief.
Sorrow and hate, my bitter defeat.

A/N… Plz R&R, means a lot.