I Don't
by: trista groulx

I don't love myself anymore
I think I've forgotten how
I used to know it all so well
Line by line
Word for word
The way to make me love me
But all that's gone now
All I see is this broken mold
All I see is pain and tears
A mess of feelings
And half walked paths
I used to know how to love myself
But I think I've forgotten now
Something I swore I'd always know
Something I thought I'd never lose
Used to wave a magic wand
And all would be right in my world
Used to dance about alone
It made me feel like me
But nothing works anymore
I just don't love myself now
Cause no one could love this me
If they ever saw beneath this mask
Cause I stopped loving me
And I can stop then they all will
Cause it's not me under the mask
She's really a monster under it all
She's really the things I fear
The darkness, the daggers, the demons
They're allinside of me!
They're all who I reallyam!
I used to love me
Like we all should love ourselves
But I've forgotten now
Cause I see the demon behind the mask
I see the reflection no else sees
I know I've been a lie so long
That I don't know me at all
And who can love this stranger?
Who pretends she knows life
Who pretends she is real
But she's all just a lie
Andsoon they'll all know
I don't love myself anymore
Cause I lost it all, everything
Cause I'm broken
And I couldn't fix anything
I can't fix myself
And I can't ask for help
To betray the only thing I still have;
Me
I used to love me
But I've forgotten now
Cause no one loves me anymore
Cause I don't love me
Soon they'll all see
The truth behind the lies
The girl behind the masks
And they all will run away
Leave me all alone
Alone like every time before
They always leave me forever alone
And now I've lost even me
I don't love myself anymore
I think I've forgotten how
I used to know it all so well
Line by line
Word for word
But I've lost that now