My Foolish Habits

I ask for forgiveness
the evil I have done
I pray for understanding
shall I be shunned?
Could you see my tears
Ripping out my skin
Pulling, bleeding, screaming
Darkness of my sin,
Kill me with your hate
I have not given enough
Or listened to your side
When life has been rough,
I ask now forgiveness
I really want to stab it
Break and pull away from…
from my foolish habit.