And if you want me to descend
Into this madness
I'll go
For you
I'll go back to my room
And barricade myself in
And spend long hours beating my head against my wall
And shaking with fear
And anger

If you want me to do anything
Or nothing
I'll do everything you want
And nobody will say a word
To stop me
Because it is what must be done
And you are all I have
Or all I have not

I'm sorry
For every word
That sounded far too hesitant
Or anything I ever said
That made you think
That I was uncertain