The violins sang softly then. I was there -
standing quietly at a corner of the ballroom.
The marble of the wall was cold
against my back, while the warmth
of my hand seeped into the wine
through the fragile glass
in my tentative grasp. I watched
as you moved across the floor.
Impassively, my eyes followed you
as you flitted between partners
from one to another; you were carefree
like a butterfly.
---
I can no longer remember
why you paused at length and turned
your eyes upon me. I cannot recall
when the bitter wine ran out
where the empty glass crashed against the marble
and how I ended up caged within your arms.
Frantic, the violins sang louder.
---
Of all the things it could, my memory
chose to retain your grace: how easily
you and I seemed to glide as though on air.
The hand freed of the cold glass
found comfort on your shoulder. The other
was trapped within your own.
I remember how the soft light
kissed the skin of your face, how a smile
teased a corner of your silent lips
upward. My gaze was nailed onto
your soulful eyes, as we danced to that
symphony echoing from far away.
But I didn't notice
the broken glass on the floor until
it slashed my ankle, and the blood
began to flow.
---
The violins faltered with quivering notes
suddenly off-key. I tore myself away
from you and ran, hurting with every step.
You called after me, and I paid no heed.
I blocked out the sound of your voice, refused
to turn back, to catch even a last
glimpse of your eyes that had captivated me so.
---
Now the season has changed since then.
The leaves are young and green
once more. I have long since forgotten
that taste of wine. And I hear, sadly
that you have stopped dancing as well.
Perhaps, we should have both
seen it coming, how our dance together was over
before it had even begun.
And although there are nights I still
dream of their song…
the violins – they have long since
been silenced. And they
might never sing again.