Reading

Writing

Praying

Baking

Doing everything to keep from thinking

Frightened

Crying

Tortured

Shaking

Thoughts of him I keep creating

Suffocate

Asphyxiate

Drown

Why'd he have to tell me now

Getting over it

Moving on

Dreaming on

By now he's so far gone

Anger

Hate

Jealousy

He never even cared for me