Dysthymic Bleeding

Dying to blow out the candle of my life
Hand on the trigger rather then the knife
Bolted down to this uncompromising tragedy
Exploiting myself in ways you could never understand

Dysthymic self dying in my situation
Self-reliance seems to be simply nothing
Appears to me only you can stop the bleeding (save me)
Am I crazy or is my mind set right?
Can you really relieve me of this dysthymic hell?
Or is it you are just to good to give a damn?

Afflicting ailment of a better time
Try to dilute the affection I crave
Pessimistic thoughts killing me off
Contributing to my consistent irritability

Dysthymic self dying in my situation
Self-reliance seems to be simply nothing
Appears to me only you can stop the bleeding (save me)
Am I crazy or is my mind set right?
Can you really relieve me of this dysthymic hell?
Or is it you are just to good to give a damn?

Clearly your untouchable factor leads to my collapse
Your name all that my memory currently holds
Guilt not my only sense of nothing that appears
Imagining all the magic you could perform
This is all you could possibly transform

Dysthymic self dying in my situation
Self-reliance seems to be simply nothing
Appears to me only you can stop the bleeding (save me)
Am I crazy or is my mind set right?
Can you really relieve me of this dysthymic hell?
Or is it you are just to good to give a damn?

Beneath the structure of a depressed man
Lying naked in my gutter of shame
Using you to place all of the blame
Give my fire the right momentum
Block my self-destructing bleeding
Feed me my dose of happiness

Dysthymic self dying in my situation
Self-reliance seems to be simply nothing
Appears to me only you can stop the bleeding (save me)
Am I crazy or is my mind set right?
Can you really relieve me of this dysthymic hell?
Or is it you are just to good to give a damn?

Hollow state of mind representing me
My concentration level low
Self-criticism is all I give myself
Exception of what you bring me
You're the only one who could save me
Tell me if I could be your sick little bitch

Dysthymic self dying in my situation
Self-reliance seems to be simply nothing
Appears to me only you can stop the bleeding (save me)
Am I crazy or is my mind set right?
Can you really relieve me of this dysthymic hell?
Or is it you are just to good to give a damn?

Dysthymic self dying in my situation
Self-reliance seems to be simply nothing
Appears to me only you can stop the bleeding (save me)
Am I crazy or is my mind set right?
Can you really relieve me of this dysthymic hell?
Or is it you are just to good to give a damn?