I can never explain
These feelings inside.
They trample my body
And won't seem to hide.

Senseless feelings
All of ill.
No reason at all
Just trying to kill.

It's everywhere I go
In everything I do.
I try to force it down
But it lies in wait to stew.

I'm constantly sick
So deep inside
This feeling of illness
I can no longer abide.

I long to be rid of it
To hurl it to the wind
Oh why oh why
Can't these feelings rescind?