How long can we endure this charade?
Me pretending that I don't love you
that my heart does not yearn
for just one kiss from you
and you acting as though
you are completely blind
to all the feelings I have for you.
I know you see it every single time
I look in your eyes yet all the while
you talk to me about how much you love her
as if I should be happy
knowing the only thing
that means anything to me
in this god forsaken world
is the one thing
I can never have.