Too much to do
Too little time.
What I want
Won't fit between the lines.

The second I decide something
Something else makes me change my mind.
When something grows good
Something else turns it sour
And then another piece of my soul
Does it devour.

So frustrated with everything right now
Even the smallest letdown
Pushes me past a brink unseen
As I slip quietly into tears
And grow a toxic shade of green.

I'm so overwhelmed
And so confused
Sometimes I feel
Used and abused.

I'm feeling just a bit crazy right now
I just want to feel happy again.
I want to do it all,
The perfectionist that I am.
But nothing seems to go
According to plan.

So what I love I hate
For more time I crave
There just aren't enough
Hours in the day.