If this is so wrong

Why does it feel real to me

If this is killing inside

Why does it taste like sweet licorice

How can I not feel this

Ripping me from the inside out

How come I'm so insecure?

Why can't I just break it off

Why am I such a stupid girl

Why am I such a fake

Such a hypocrite for all my worth

And for all it's worth I tried

I cut myself with razorblades

Trying to get the emotions out

I tore my heart apart searching for the answers

To find there was no explanatinon

Tear me down with your words

Kill me slowly from the inside out

That's what you need to get off

And it's all I care about….