One more breath and I'll be in
Exhale and I'll be lost forever
Just a tear to let me know you're mine
But you'd never give me something so sincere
Just another dream
A fantasy where all is right
Is this the end?
I'm holding on with broken fingers hoping it's not
Yet I can feel it
The raw stinging as the bonds are cut loose
Bonds that impaled deep into my flesh
Going inside further than anyone else has
These tears are making my skin rot
Yet I cannot wipe them away
Sadness and tears were never for me
But at least it's an emotion
Do you ever feel the same?
Am I the only one in a dark corner tonight?
Aching deep in my stomach
From something I thought I'd never have
It seems like I've known this all along
Too good to be true was right
How many clichés have we covered thus far?
But it was never good enough
Not for you but it was for me
It all doesn't matter now
Not like it ever did
You've hurt me more than I'll ever know
But I still can't be apart from you
It hurts me to see you upset
I'm used to hurting myself
This is just another example
Now all I wish is for you to understand
………but you won't
You never do.