I cannot do
That which I know I need to
Somehow my convalescence
Is ruined by a shock
As sudden as a gunshot
Once again

Twitch to the music
Drain a glass
It's going to be alright
As soon as you get to sleep
As long as there are no more bad dreams
I'm on my way back
To something I hoped I had left behind

Convulsions
Cannot let all this pain out
But what do I have left
Except my words
And some dignity
Left from last time?

It is at times like this
That I wish I were not here
And I know it must get boring for you
But it is all there is to me