I contradict myself everyday
To do the impossible
But is it worth it?
That one risk
That one disappointment
That one lie
Just to fulfill the happiness
You'll never get
Until.... well,
When you risk it,
They say it's not my time
They say I'm not ready
They say "stay back"
"hide your corner"
"we'll protect you"
But I'm sick of it
She knows it
Everyone knows it
Yet he still stands,
The barrier
of my decision
He's never going to
understand
Regardless, he will
NEVER stop me
From being who
I am
He cannot stop me
From such people
From such groups
From such worlds
From such opportunity
So that is why I lie
I lie for you
everything I do
I lie just,
Because I
Want to.