Stay

(Hidden Message)

You say you want to stay.
Void yourself of all darkness.
(Clear away the impurities.)
Cause when you look into the mirror.
You see the darkness of your self.
And it calls again.
It calls once more.

And you want to follow it down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.

And all this to hear 3 small words.
All the pain to hear 'I love you,'
All of it for words that aren't there.
Do you hear?
It's useless to try.
Bombarded by all these images.
Perfection is an illusion.
Truth in your eyes, becomes your lies,
But you deny it's there.
Destroyed yourself
With all these thoughts of
Absoluteness, perfection, no flaws, desire to be desired.
Absoluteness, perfection, no flaws, desire to be desired.

And you want to follow it down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.

Look away, don't be drawn in.
Don't be used by…your self-conciseness.
Look away, don't be drawn in.
Don't be abused by…yourself.

All the corruption.
All this destruction.
Do you hear me screaming your name?
Or is it the same as all the rest of us?
You deceive yourself into thinking that you're not worthy of his love.
So you purge yourself of all the darkness, the despair hiding in your eyes.
The tears forming behind them but drying before you cry.
But you deny it.
Destroy your heart with all the thoughts of,
Absoluteness, perfection, no flaws, desire to be desired.

And you can cry, and you can try.
Try with all your might and power.
But you just go back to old ways.
Back to bad days.

And you want to follow them down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.

You can lie and you can try.
It's not real.
I'm not by your side.
I am just a shadow of the past.

And you want to follow it down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.

Do you know what its about?
Do you understand?
Are you blind to the truth.
You always said you got it.
But you don't.
You don't.
You don't give a single damn anymore.
And you still don't get it.
And your life washes down the drain.

And you want to follow it down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.

And you want to follow it down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.

And you want to follow it down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.

And you want to follow it down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.
And you're destroyed by,
Absoluteness, perfection, no flaws, desire to be desired.
And it makes no diffrence.
You don't care anymore.
You just want to wash it all away.
Scrape it all away.
But you can't and your life and your soul goes to hell.

And you want to follow it down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.

And you want to follow it down.
But you still you want to stay.
And leave.
You want to purge yourself.
Of all darkness in your eyes.
But you know its wrong.
And you know you can't.
But it's your hearts desire.

-End

(If anyone can guess the hidden messege I'll give them $10,000. No, not really, I'm too poor.)