Bane

I have found the answer to my question

The grail at the end of my quest

I have lost my way so many times before

And here I am standing, how can this be?

I am sick of the doubt

Sick of the pain

Sick of feeling all those feelings again

Please tell me you are my balm

Tell me you are my cure

Because I know, I cannot take this anymore

I wish on the cross to take it away

But if I have to live with it

I guess God gets His way

That is fine with me

But as long as I drink enough I can forget it

As long as I can love you, I will admit it

That it will lay me down one day

That this evil will lay me down one day

But I will not go asleep quietly

Unless I know, you are wrapped around my soul

Because I won't let this evil conquer me

Or swallow me whole

Because you are my answer to my question

The goal at the end of my quest

And it will only be at your hand

That with you I lay me down to rest