Why must I long for what I can not have?
I'm doting, hoping, wishing, dreaming
For that one person who will care enough
To try and comfort me when screaming
Everyday I have that urge to say the words
And tell you exactly how I'm feeling
But you're not listening,
not reading all my subtle signals,
I'm feeling like you've beaten me into submission
Without acknowledging that you raised your fist
You've become the master of everything I am
Yet I can not tell you, because I can't have you
You own me but I'll never hold a chain over you
You're the one that beat me down,
And chained me like a dog
You're the one that makes me fumble,
Drop the ball, faze out, and no longer be able to play
I can't stand the way you've worked my mind
Yet I adore you and worship you
Please, unleash me or at least let me unleash upon you
Every little feeling that you've lashed onto me
But what I hate the most about it is the fact I love it.
I love being your pet,
If only you wouldn't starve me!