Sometimes I dream that my face is clean and fresh,
so my skin is smooth.
I dream the I am never nervous,
and my hands are relaxed and never sweaty.
I dream that my eyes are new and undamaged,
and I can see things just that much clearer.
I dream that I am less afraid of my feelings,
so I can tell people the way I truly feel for them.
I dream that I am more confident in myself,
and I that I am not afraid to find out what people think of me.
I dream I am an artist,
simply trying to find inspiration.
I am the conductor of an orchestra,
hearing the beautiful sounds imagined only in my mind.
I am a simple man,
living a life alone and unknown to the world.
I am a man devoted to love,
standing alongside the one person who brings meaning to my days.
I am the person I wish I could be,
who can live a life exactly the way I've always wanted.
I will wake up,
And I will be the way I was the night before.
...And that's okay, too.