You ask her for guidance
she's been there, she knows it,
she'll ask for the truth --
with no need to believe you.
Her smile is a code
you could never decifer.
She makes you forget
Forget to remember.

She'll watch you explode
&& then offer you chocolates.
she'll tell you to go
take a walk in the rain.
She'll laugh at the way
you're intrigued && addicted
she'll tell you you're stupid.
She'll say its ok.

She's there for the show
it's all so amusing,
Take a ticket &&
stand in line.

Like bribing a baby
with parcels of candy --
just a trick woven with jealousy

sometimes you don't get your favorite horse
on the merry go round.