I wish it would stop
I need it to stop
I can't handle it all
..............................so many thoughts
..............................so much work
..............................so many emotions
Why can't it stop
just make it STOP!!
I can't do this anymore
Live life with this plastic smile on my face
Walking through the world like it's all ok
Like I don't even care
Like my life doesn't bother me
Like I'm not only
....................................................................................... t. w. o
..............................................................................................s. t. e. p. s

From the edge Two steps from giving up Two steps from letting go
Two steps!
Count them
......................one
.........................two
Two more nasty comments
Two more snickers at my dress
Two more failures
Two more of anything
and I'm never coming back
I'm locking myself away
secretly with my knife
Tasting the blood dripping drown
Seeing the red pouring out of my veins
Until I melt into oblivion
Where there is nothing
Nothing, but death