The more you hurt me

The more I hate you

But I suppose you don't care

Why would you care

Draw away the curtains

Look through the broken glass

The blood is glinting on your finger

Basking you in warmth

Flooding you from the inside

Chorus

And I feel so nervous

Taking a step towards you

These mixed realities

These shadows creepin in my mind

Doubts flaring like a red shot

Warning you away

These books littered

With mismatched poetry

So don't look at me

So don't look at me

Don't look at me

Just don't

-

I come back home

A smile creeping on my

Childish features

I'm afraid to climb

To the top of the world

It's stirring up again

This silence is deafening

I try my best to squash it

But it just comes back

To haunt me

To taunt me

For all that I have done

And all that could've been

Chorus

And I feel so nervous

Taking a step towards you

These mixed realities

These shadows creepin in my mind

Doubts flaring like a red shot

Warning you away

These books littered

With mismatched poetry

So don't look at me

So don't look at me

Don't look at me

Just don't

-

Betrayal is so bittersweet

For the means justify the end

And as I toss and turn

In my restless sleep

Do you remember me?

Do you think of me?

Do you hate me?

Her strong presence surrounds me

You always knew what to do

You whisper to me

To not to preach

You know best

And go to sleep