Gray (Emotions)

What does it feel like,
As it gashes the skin?
As crimson blood pours,
Out the wounds once again?

What does it feel like?
I never could guess,
As life rushes out.
Maybe shortness of breath?

Is it light, is it dark?
Will I ever know?
Is it blackness of night?
Or whiteness of snow.

What does it feel like,
Sitting there screaming?
Knowing no one will come,
As you die bleeding?

What does it feel like?
Is there pain inside?
You're crying red tears
You can no longer hide.

Is it light, is it dark?
Will I ever know?
Is it blackness of night?
Or whiteness of snow?

What does it feel like?
As if I don't know!
Sometimes in like,
It hurts to let go!

What were you thinking?
As if I don't know!
Sometimes in life,
You've just got to let go!

Why do these emotion tear me down?
This time I won't let you push me around!

Is it dark, is it light?
Now I know.
It's not blackness of night,
Or whiteness of snow.

Everything is gray.

AN: These are actually lyrics for a song I wrote. I hope you guys like it! Constructive criticism is welcome.