Closing my eyes
To take a photograph of you
When I look at you
You could almost be alive
You almost look it
But you don't show it

And now you're killing time
Until it's time to kill yourself
You think of suicide
With a smile

Opening my eyes
To some memory of you
When I think of you
You could almost be alone
And I'm not quite someone
You want to love

You make me feel divine
When I am not with you
But I feel so horrified
When I leave you on your own