I'm getting kind of scared cause the moments when I lose you dissipate and
I cry tears of steel
they fall on silver railings and drip drop in the pond, little ripples of contempt
murmuring, whispering soft breath on my neck- huskily.
i am churning & burning and turning inside out, I lie here
the sky, the peppermint speckled sky, which I
in a tattered
I need it