Forever in this awakening sleep I find your friendly visage in peril
I can't understand why this is so
Why is this so?

I can't focus on the day that's laid out before me
I'm too stuck in my dreams that won't go away
Am I afraid that I'll hurt you?
Am I afraid I'll defocus on you?

The feeling's growing stronger
Awakening never felt so lonely
The taste in my mouth is growing ranker
Panic attacks aren't fun in a fist fight
Just thinking about you is lonely
When you aren't here for me to focus on

I can't focus on the day here before me
I'm too stuck in my dreams that won't go away
Am I afraid that I'll hurt you?
Am I afraid I'll defocus on you?

With the windows nailed shut and the doors won't open
What can I do to keep myself sane?
I know, I'll stare at your picture from dusk, until day

I can't breathe in these shadows
I can't see in this light
I can't hear in these whispers
And oh ho, its not right

I can't shake the vision of you injured
Burned into my skull
What would I ever do if you got hurt?
I really have no idea

I try to focus on the day here before me
I'm too stuck in your eyes on the picture
Am I afraid that I'll hurt you?
I know its hard for me to defocus on you

I stare at your picture hoping it'll "summon" you
Here in my arms you're safe
We're safe