I wonder when it will go away

When I can have a real laugh again

When I can kiss the one I love and mean it

When I don't have to hide

When I don't have to fake everything I feel

When I can just be open with you all

Tell you my feelings

Cry over important things

Laugh at the stupid things

Be a whole person again

Able to love you… care for you

Love myself… care for myself

Get out of my depressed cell