And I thought I was truly happy
I thought it was all for real
What a fool I was to believe they were happy
It's all been a lie
And I'm wasted and I can't find my way home
No I can't find my way home
Cos I'm stuck in this castle, which is the place of my dreams
But I've outstayed my welcome and the people I worship want me gone
I've lost track of myself
Where the hell did I go?
Where is that person I used to know?
Why do I care about what others think?
My confidence is gone.
Why do I now conform?
I've lost my individuality- I'm just another bitch.
And I've got nobody to comfort me
And I can't find my way home
Give me these moments back
Give them back to me
Let me relive it- walk around that hole I fell into
So I wouldn't be such a fool
Cos it's all been a lie
A lie that is my life
Can't believe I fell for it
And stayed for so long
I'm not a friend, just a nuisance
Just someone to take to the movies
Just the smart chick to give them the answers
But what if I need help?
I'm stuck to the floor.
But they don't stop to help me
They just walk over me- pushing me further down
So now I'm a theif- a common criminal
It's memories that I'm stealing
Something to hold onto while I plunge into the dark.
But then I see a light- it's her- the sparkling diamond
An angel- I can see her- all she wants is trust
Is she for real? I don't want to be used again
I never make the right decision- how can I do what's right?
I don't know where to begin
I don't want to hear it again
I don't believe anymore
What if she'd just like the others- those people I used to know?
The day I realised they weren't laughing with me the sky grew dark
So do I take the hand of the angel?
Maybe she really wants to help?
But how do I trust when I gave trust to the others and they threw it in my face?
But without help, how can I find my way home?
Cos I can't find my way home.