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Trapped Within Love

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I want to scream,

I want to fight,

I want to hide,

This isn't right.

I love you,

But I hate you,

God I'm so confused, as much as I try to deny it,

I'm completely owned by you.

I want to stay,

Even when it'd be so easy to break away,

And I try so hard not shatter,

While wallowing in these shades of grey.

So many doubts,

I'm so confused,

It's impossible that you make me feel so complete,

Insane that I feel so used.

Do you even love me?

There are questions in my head,

I laugh and try to cover them,

But they're always there unsaid.

The comparisons you draw,

To the perfect girls you know,

Just break my heart a little more,

Still I'll never let it show.

The many times when I decide,

That I'm so sick of your could-be-lies,

You call and fill my head,

With the words that make me fly.

You're just a giant contradiction,

You make me laugh, you make me cry,

But the thing that no-one knows is that,

If you ever left me I think I might just die.

I cannot scream,

I cannot fight,

I cannot hide,

You took away my will to fight.

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By Akasha