with my

eyes fastened shut & bleeding (t h r o u g h)

my tear ducts
i tear my vocal cords & asphyxiate
my(unworthy)self into a coma.

with bauhaus radiating
/pulsing/ in my ear drums
...(stigmata martyr)

i d/ri/f/t into

the
catacombs

with your

eyes in my pocket &
your (gasping) lungs in my hands;