Dear Conscience

Don't you understand I want to cry

Settle in as the sun begins to die

Self pity shaking my every bone

Rattlesnakes back saying I'm not alone

Killing him makes me happy

Mr. Friendly going deadly

I'm not the same anymore

No tender loving living on this tour

Make-ups changed and transformed me

Into the nights favorite playdate-ee

I can do what I want

With no one who has my mind to taunt

I shall be free of memories

Blinding me of today's realities

Things shall forever change

Nothing will ever be the same

It's what I choose to fear

It's my choice of death and tears

I want to be this way

I want to spit rather than pray

So different am I

Compared to you I'm one big lie

But here's the truth inside that I'm telling you

I'm fake and pitiful but no more than just these two