I'm no better than you
I did not realize this til now
I'm sick and perverse
in my thoughts and in my mind
than you will ever be
I am selfish and obsessed
with you and with myself
more than you will ever be
I am lost and wondering
forever and longer
than you will ever be
I hate you because you remind me
of who I once was
of who I could have been
but no, I grew darker and deeper
and dead inside
I am no better than you
no, my dear,
I am far worse...