It's the way the light reflects off my stone cold heart,

That reminds me of why we are both so very far apart

The way my mind is rusting to destruction of thought

The place in my head that only with love can be bought

The silent cries and tearless sobs that rack my being

The eyes blind, that just keep on not seeing

Why is she still in my heart, yet not my mind?

Why can I see so much, yet be so blind?

My heart has been stolen from me without care

I long to tell her, but simply can never dare

Though she may already know what she has taken

Yet to her, I am but a boy, who love has forsaken

The fruit of frustration, I have become dark and cold

I've lost any chance I ever had to be strong and bold

For emotions taunting told me never to tell her of me

Not the true path, I think now I can finally see

Too late to see the darkness approaching fast

Just in time to see the forsaken lights slip past

I send her my heart anew each year in a red rose

If only I could know whether or not her affection grows

Doesn't anybody know her mind, can't I just kill my heart

Just rip its frozen, cold, broken, and lost halves apart

At the end of my days, I write these lines of the broken mind

For my heart, hope, for my mind, all is lost in my thoughts so blind

The end of time, the end of my heart, the end of hope, begins here

The pain is not here, it is frozen into an eternity of fear