Oh what to write on a day like this?
So many sorrows - I'm sure to never miss -
One night of terror, another of tears....
Sitting in the dark, alone with my fears
World crashing down around me
The walls are finally cracked
And I'm shaking in the middle
Trying to find out how it all happened
Abandoned by myself
Finally, I stand alone
Rocking from the absolute shock
Who knew it'd be done?
Like this - yet so far removed
It's like watching a play
Only, I'm the main character -
And I still don't know my lines
When does it end?
They say I only have to wait six months
To move on to the next stage in my production...
Six months is a long time to wait
How to survive?
What ever shall I do?
The tears and prayers can only do so much...
And yet I remain so far-removed from you
You, my shelter in this storm-
My light at the end of the tunnel-
It is to you I run; to you I carry my fears
Only today is the first time you can hold me in two weeks...
And I wait for night to come and bring you -