Love

If only you realized
What it is you're doing to me
I know you think this is love
But you don't know how it hurts
You assume too much of me

I am selfish and ugly
You are giving and beautiful
Stay away from me
I promise you'll then be safe
I guess it just wasn't meant to be

I'm a romantic without any love
I'm lost in a world of
Pain and confusion
I'm dying slowly among the lost hopes
Is it always like this?

Where is this hurt and confusion from?
Why all this pain?
Where is my solitude?
I don't remember wanting this
I just want my self back

And my heart.