Beautiful Cuts of Pain

I'm tired of keeping it all bottled inside

And I no longer want it to hide.

I want all the pain to show

For everyone to see

As long as they do not speak.

They would only think it's bad

But only because they don't understand;

What normal person would but blades to their wrists?

And yeah I know it sounds sick,

But I'm captivated by the look of it.

They are so memorizing and pretty…

I honestly think they are beautiful:

Those bloody cuts and scratches.

You see, those cuts show the pain

That I want so badly seen

That the cuts appeal to me.