I reflect upon my wretched life
My perfect life
I'm an actor on a stage
One messed up, bitter teen
In a sea ofblank, uncaringfaces.
What happened to the smiling child I used to be?
The grinning innocence in all the photos?
It drowned in my vermilion scars
Flowing with liquid hatred.
The blood poured from open sores
The innocence of a child
Gone along with the love for life
It left on the wings of a dove
Away from the crimson sea
A sweeping sea of destruction.
How can I live
Let me die
Just like the inner child
In a pool of liquid sanguine.
Strawberry gashes of pure perfection
Gashes to end it all
My ruby sorrow
My scarlet death.
Come on wings of bittersweet carmine
I deserve to die
Drown the mask of purest innocence
Break its delicate wings
Wring its neck with vermilion gashes
My death, my sweet bloody death
My strawberry end.
A/N - Not one of my best by far, but I wrote it to stop myself turning to the blade so its raw emotion.
Yours in randomness!