I feel so guilty

I guess I should

They tell me otherwise

But I still feel it

I wish there were some way

To erase your pain

To cancel your hurt

But I can't keep doing this to myself

Torturing myself over this

Which is something

I have no control over

It's something inevitable

If not now, then later

Nothing can be done

I guess all's been said

Now, we wait

Until we can face eachother again

As friends

I'm ready

Are you?