Just One More Hour
Just one more hour, I can't make it through
Without my savior, my lord to ease my pain
Miserable, cold, and dismal is how I've become
I need you, more than ever, to make me whole again
This horrible void in my life, God save me
It's tearing me up; the world spins maniacally
I can't give up; I won't give in
Just one more hour left until I surrender
I refuse to pass on and greet the Lord
With this disgraceful habit of mine
I need it now
I can't take the pain; it burns; it chills
Mortification sinks it's thin, sharp fangs into my soul
Slowly, the venom seeps through my veins
Regret now runs through my sinful blood
I'm just not Christian enough for this
I can't beat it; I'm not worthy
Sin now flows through my feeble veins
I need distraction from the horrible demons
That execute this anguish upon me
It all started out so innocently; I needed it for a while
But a while turned into a long time
And a long time seemed to turn to forever
Please, awful addiction of mine, depart
And never return
Just one more hour
And I couldn't make it
Tragically Just
Alas, dear sow, I'm back again
Yes, it's me; you remember me
I slither through your shriveled veins all leading to
Your shriveled heart
How cold you have become
How cold you always have been
So hateful, so cruel, so cynical
Not even bothering to stop for one tiny instant
And consider what others might be experiencing
You don't care
So I don't care
Heh, I cackle at your mortification
Your regret, your anguish, they drive me through your sinful soul
How corrupt you have become
How corrupt you have always been
How tragically you fail to resist the temptation
Me, your savior, your powerful pain-killer
I shall save you from your perfect mindset
Your perfect perception of where you will be
When I finally kill you
And believe me, I will
In one way or another
So go on, take it; grab the syringe
Find your vain; easy now, it's not a contest
Stab, my victim, stab that needle through your skin
Penetrate the fair, wrinkly skin that you feel makes you "superior"
Good, now press down; unharness the madness within
Let me take you over
Let me fool you
Let me kill you
And to think you had
Just one more hour
But look at that
You lost it, and you couldn't take the excruciating pain
How tragic, it seems
How depressing, it seems
How just, it is