My End?

Don't worry, you know the rain is falling
Just stop, you'll know when time is calling
Never stay young, we knew it was coming
Why did it have to end up this way?

The grim times will always survive the light
The horrid times will always surpass the bright
It feels petrifying, this fear won't take flight
No matter what we do, this home is no place to stay

What am I thinking?
My days are filled with sublime thoughts
My nights are spent with stunning dreams
I wish it could stay this way

This clash of emotions
Could very well be my end
I'll break down
With nothing left to say

It's confusing, and hard to explain
When up is down, and down is up,
My world will never turn around
But I think it's fine this way.