This is such a quandary
And I cannot express
My deep confusion
As to what I want.

It's all so awkward
And so very stupid
But it's not my fault
That I don't think

I'm eighteen
And I'm a fool
A bloody little upstart
So don't you start on me
Because I've got no mind
And nothing of my own
I am naïve
And I'm quite strange

This is such a mess
And I really can't express
My desperation
To be alone