It's not my fault

I think

What did I do

To be treated like this

To be hurt like this

To be hated like this

Was it because I never prayed

Oh God

Now I am

I never did

For they never taught me

How there is a person up there

But now I call out to you

For my troubles are to great

And I don't even know if you're real

If you are out there


To my complaints

To my grumbles

To my moans and whines

And that you are not just a thing

That my school teacher

Made up

So if you are out there

God of mine

Heed my calls

Hear me cries

That you can help me