Failure

"Hi Melissa! Over the last four months or so I have become very attracted to you.
In my eyes you have always been a very attractive girl. I've known who you are since
middle school but don't know you personally. To be honest I would like to get to know you. What exactly has made me interested in you? Anytime I hear you in the background talking to someone and the short conversations I had with you seem like a very cool person. I never had a really in depth conversation with you but as I mentioned I express an interest too. I want to get to know you and if we get along very well maybe we could date. Write me back!"

I finger my cunt…

Four months have past me by
Determination wasn't all that high (the highest)
Weak and cowardly attempts (to approach)
Presence… Locking me in my shell
Am I that afraid of a beautiful woman?
Fagot!

Convinced what I am to myself
Alone and completely unable
This pain will always continue on
Currently occupied as a failure to accomplish this
Leave it to me to break my own dreams
What was a small chance is now none (cause of me)
Just revealing the he women I really am
Cannot deny the truth
Yes it hurts inside…

Write and rewrite this letter of approval
Not communicating by word of mouth
What should be done cannot be done
Should this be at least sort of fun?
Looking into your eyes should be a treat
But yet…

Convinced what I am to myself
Alone and completely unable
This pain will always continue on
Currently occupied as a failure to accomplish this
Leave it to me to break my own dreams
What was a small chance is now none (cause of me)
Just revealing the he women I really am
Cannot deny the truth
Yes it hurts inside…

Stare with the all-most intention
Deficient of basic human capabilities
Every single opportunity that awaits me
Pale with fear while fucking it away
Not to say I am an anti-social prick
Just simply a man with a bloody cunt

Convinced what I am to myself
Alone and completely unable
This pain will always continue on
Currently occupied as a failure to accomplish this
Leave it to me to break my own dreams
What was a small chance is now none (cause of me)
Just revealing the he women I really am
Cannot deny the truth
Yes it hurts inside…

I really want to believe I am a man
Tell myself I really can
All to no avail
Just imagine if I had a dick (imagine)

Convinced what I am to myself
Alone and completely unable
This pain will always continue on
Currently occupied as a failure to accomplish this
Leave it to me to break my own dreams
What was a small chance is now none (cause of me)
Just revealing the he women I really am
Cannot deny the truth
Yes it hurts inside…

Convinced what I am to myself
Alone and completely unable
This pain will always continue on
Currently occupied as a failure to accomplish this
Leave it to me to break my own dreams
What was a small chance is now none (cause of me)
Just revealing the he women I really am
Cannot deny the truth
Yes it hurts inside…

Hey look it's a pussy in my pants!