Rambling in the darkness
Searching for the right words to say.
Feeling far too much;
Wanting to express the pain away.

I'm trapped inside my heart
My mind crumbling and bleeding
Unable to block me before I start anew
To completely fall apart.

The windows are all dismal shades of grey
Through which I see.
My broken heart pulling me one way
To the other, my rationality.

It would all be so simple
If cold I could be.
But instead I am a ball of fire
Gaining speed.

Building anguish
Ready to explode.
Drowning beneath the wicked flames
Unable to breathe.

Constricted
Desperate
Falling
Bleeding
Screaming
Crying out.

Nothing at all
Will make it go away.