Rambling in the darkness
Searching for the right words to say.
Feeling far too much;
Wanting to express the pain away.

I'm trapped inside my heart
My mind crumbling and bleeding
Unable to block me before I start anew
To completely fall apart.

The windows are all dismal shades of grey
Through which I see.
My broken heart pulling me one way
To the other, my rationality.

It would all be so simple
If cold I could be.
But instead I am a ball of fire
Gaining speed.

Building anguish
Ready to explode.
Drowning beneath the wicked flames
Unable to breathe.

Crying out.

Nothing at all
Will make it go away.