I hate her today

Because she became something

I can no longer understand

She became weak

She became selfish

She became the worst I could think of

With one reason for her every pain

With one reason for every tears that she has cried

Tried her best not to fall

But now,

I could only watch

And see her

As she slowly withers

I hate her today

Because she became something

I can no longer understand

I told her not to

Told her to walk away

But instead she embraced him

I told her never to give up

Never to give her heart in

But just like the others

Just like them

She became a fool for him

And I could only watch

As crystals trickle down her cheeks

I hate her

Because today was another one of those days

When she could have been happier

By herself maybe

But of course with me

No tears

No trace of sadness

With nothing to fear

With nothing to lose

Without him

Without her heart

But with a feeling of emptiness

As I watch myself, for I am she