Unknown Feelings and Fears
Swelling of the heart, heart pumping faster, lumping in your throat,
tears slowly inching their way down the face.
Brief touch of lips, quick as the touch of a small raindrop in a
Warn and sunny rain. More tears, bigger, faster, full of meaning.
What are these feelings, these fantastic wonderful feelings.
So strong my breast years, so strong that my breath comes out
So ragged that all I can take are deep breaths sustaining me for
mere seconds while the next beat of my heart sends need for more
breath in this endless cycle.
I don't know what I'm feeling. I question what's next.
Something yearning to be released, only to be held back by foolish
pride, and the fear that persecution may result by releasing these feelings.
I'm so confused.
What am I becoming?