Being alone
Pains me the most
When pain has befallen you
I'd sweep away
All the pains
Without delay
If I only knew the cure

I'd help it if it were an ointment
Or a simple "I love you"
I try my hardest to help this
And you know it too
All of the love in the world
Can't take away the pain
Will you try to help it?
Or sit alone in vain?

Everyone has their issues
You've got the most
So here is a toast
To all of your pains
Love is the most powerful weapon
To all that ails
But when it comes down to it
It feels better with ale

One hug and it would go away?
One kiss and would it fly?
One love and would it disappear?
And then forever die?

You've tried it all?
Willed it away?
But when you wake in the morning
It is there to stay

When I stand with you
I feel complete
When you stand with me
You feel obsolete?

Talk until your throat goes red
Before your memories are dead
And be happy until the end
Or do you always feel that you're
Alone amongst friends?

One hug and it would go away?
One kiss and would it fly?
One love and would it disappear?
And then forever die?

I held you once
All alone
Sick inside my room
If it were a rodent
I'd've hit it with a broom
I held you close
And said those words
Everyone longs to hear
Now I sit here and wonder
Did it fall upon deaf ears?

Those pains that you have
May be swept away
By a simple loving touch
Done in a loving way
Or by those three little words
That mean so much to me
Again I feel the deaf ears
Homing in on me

This is a poem
A thought per se
Above all
Not about me
This is about you and your pains
And how you sit alone in vain
How no one gives a damn
And no one understands
I have to guess you fail to see
My open loving hands

I hold onto the burning star
Most commonly known as love
Then every time you have your pains
My hand, it just, goes aflame
Take things as they are
Take the signs that be
I can give you all the help
Yet, you've never taken me
My heart you hold and leave at home
I feel like and empty shell
Every time I see you cry
I'm in my own private hell

One hug and it would go away?
One kiss and would it fly?
One love and it would disappear?
And then forever die?

Talk until your throat goes red
Before you memories are dead
And be happy until the end
Or do you always feel that you're
Alone amongst friends?

Those little mental enemies
The creeps inside your head
They sneak around so quietly
Then scream until you're dead

I held you once
And then you cried
I held you closer still
I was then burned by the one I love
With such style and skill
With such passion and such grace
And the precision to kill

I tend to smile absently
When I think of you
When I hold your hand
I'm blissful in this land
Then I touch your hair
I'll start falling here
I'd gently kiss your lips
But I'm afraid I'll slip

I'm holding the star
And sitting at the bar
I'm chatting randomly
But you're not listening
I'll plead with you today
Or will I drift away?

Those little mental enemies
The creeps inside your head
They sneak around so quietly
Then scream until you're dead

We have all the fun in the world
Until I try to talk
This is how the world goes 'round
Sadly, you just shut down
I ask you things and you just get mad
It's sad to think that you don't know
There is more to be had
If your shoulder grows cold
One other time
I'll lack the power to save myself
Or this silly rhyme

One hug and would it go away?
One kiss and would it fly?
One love and would it disappear?
And then forever die?

You've changed your mind
And then again
Now it is time
To reevaluate my lines
Do I care?
Did I ever?
Do you care?
Did you ever even love me?
I used to hold you
You used to smile
Now all I do is wander
And cry
Don't worry because
Someday I will die

I'm packing up my bags
I think that I'll leave
I've never pet-named you
Never disgraced you
Maybe it's better that way
I'd much rather it be
Okay
Even though I know
This day won't last
But you I'll always
Remember fondly
In my memories
Those are the mental enemies

I'll hold you hand
And wish upon your eyes
I wish that our love
Will never die
Or did it ever even exist?
Thoughts like that get me pissed

Those little mental enemies
The creeps inside your head
They sneak around so quietly
Then scream until your dead

One hug and would it go away?
One kiss and would it fly?
One love and it would disappear?
And then forever die?

I held you once
All alone
Sick inside my room
Sadness now fills this place
I wait because you're mute
My ears are wide open
Not a word is heard
I shall be here waiting
Ever patiently
For you to whisper those three words
Sweetly to me
Comatose in sadness
I wait here for you
Like useless pawns
In a chess game
We never ever move
Until the wind knocks
One on its side
Then the player picks this piece
And simply let's it glide

You sit by my side
Enemies as friends
Will this last forever?
Or is this the end?

I still sit here silently
No matter the crowd
I always feel lost in the shroud
I'm hoping this is not the end
Because now I feel
Alone amongst friends

I am now
Where you were
Many months ago
Our life together has become
A damning yo-yo
When I'm mute
I see you care
My heart is mending
Ever bending
Whims of mine to yours
I try to serve your needs
Hell, I live to please
You and you alone
A temple of my own
I worship you in secret
And public as well you know
My love for you is true
Wholesome and pure
Wouldn't be so easy
If love was the cure?

All those stitches on my heart
A scar that never was
Whenever you ask me why
I simply say "Because"

Being alone
Pains me the most
When pain has befallen you
I'll sweep away
All the pains
Without delay
When I figure out the cure

I'm kissing the cement
Choking in a rope
Suicide is not an escape
Merely a means of death
Death is the escape?
No, just another route
Reborn into another pain
Love's truth taken in vain
We could have had happiness
Blissful in the sun
You choose that we do not
So today it is done

Still I manage to live on
Breathing has yet to cease
Some days I wish it will
And give me final peace
Your scent still lingers here
Scaring me to death
Every time I smell it
I have to take a breath

Even though you are gone
You're still the reason I'm pressing on
Sullen in the morning view
The sun rises with reddening hue
It illuminates your rage
And you're coming of age
Prettier by the minute
Shielding well the pain that's in it

My heart is still sitting in your room
Waiting for yours to visit
A self-chosen prison
With no congical visits
So this is it?
The end to eternity
Heart in the infirmary
Mind lost long ago
Emotions stamped and broken
I'm going to have to show them
Tell all your friends
When was the end
When did the decision
Make its first incision
Piercing your malleable brain
It jumped around
Up and down
To change your opinion of me
As I see it, let it not be

Those little mental enemies
The creeps inside your head
They sneak around so quietly
Then scream until you're dead

Your eyes call through the darkness
Beckoning me to you
A simple siren of the night
Yet I can't stop loving you
You hold me close and tease me
A toy I am to you
But there's one thing you must understand
This toy has feelings too

I held you through the dark nights
I held you close and cared
Now every time I wander off
I'm truly standing there
I am your standing man
Your shield against the wind
I feel my sturdiness cracking
Could this be the end?

What happened to your emotions?
What happened to the care?
No matter the circumstances
Your love was always there
This change of heart
Has made me see
Who I am
Who are we?

These questions that I ask
No matter what you fear
Will be gone into its past
Just now I hear
The whispering tip
Of purging this relationship

My mind has wandered off
Onto a land apart
To find it's broken brethren
Which it fondly calls the heart