Second best

Last in line

Lost in everyone else

No longer mine


Kicking and screaming

Throwing a fit

Sick and tired of thinking

I'm not worth shit


I'm done entertaining

Throwing in the towel

I'll never be accepted

They're simply too shallow


They call me immature

But I've just begun

They have no idea

Of what I've become


Hating my reflection

I continue to conform

I never wanted to become this

To myself I had sworn


Pulling out my hair

Want to scratch out my eyes

Everyone see's all the fake smiles

No one knows,

My nights are filled

With never ending cries


I'm not even listening

I'm barely even there

Why make me miserable?

It's just not fair


Living this lie

Unseen and unsure

The rest of my life

They've made me insecure