Nobody knows the pain I feel

They don't know the truth

My past, is it to be repeated?

Lost in my confusion

I try to find solace

Yet I do not succeed in my wanderings

Trapped in my insecurities

In a place where I dwell

Live tastelessly

Afraid of the encounters

I may face

Helplessly I cry

They turn away

Ignore as they watch my suffering

To leave me broken and bleeding

My broken record

The pitch ripening as it goes round

Pain that hides in my soul

I breathe it

Leave this place

Distant is my smile

Longing are my eyes

Wishing for peaceful dreams

That will never come

I crumble in my shadows

Cry in the night

Let it be

Forever Never-Ending