LoveStruck Fool, a love poetry

Lovestruck Fool

You told me everything I wanted to hear,
Whispered thousands of sweet nothings in my ear..
Gave me imaginary roses, all the attention in the world.
But you never meant any of it.
I was a fool to believe the words you told me,
The lies that come so easily from your mouth.
I gave you my heart,
In hopes you wouldn't break it..
But once again, I was wrong.

The dreams you shattered, like fragile glass,
Left cuts upon my skin,
Countless scars upon my heart.
You told me to believe in the forgotten magic,
To wish for something that wont ever be there..
To close my eyes,
And see the fairy tale land you created..
I was blind for an eternity,
But then I stopped chasing the rabbit,
Stepped back threw the mirror,
Coughed up the poisoned apple,
And saw the fake disguise.

Cross my heart, pray to die, lick the blood up from my wounds...
…the blood shed for you…
I'm in love with someone who will be my destruction...
Erase my name, paint on the label
"The Lovestruck Fool."

What possessed you to think,
That some twisted tale would make me love you?
When I already adored you,
When I already loved you,
Why did you half to ruin it?
If you could lie to the one you claimed to live for,
The one YOU adored,
The one YOU loved,
Needed,
Wanted..
If you could forget that I was the one you held so dear,
And toss my the forbidden fruit of sin..
Perhaps you never cared to begin with.

Its sad, even now I still feel for you.
After all you've done,
If you asked me back, I would go.
True I have a new love, and want a totally new life with him,
But you..
You. The one that was suppose to change everything..
Heal my broken heart..
Erase the memories that have trapped my soul…
You. The one I strived so hard to get,
But I now see my efforts where wasted.
I wouldn't say that my love for you has left,
I wouldn't dare say that I don't care.
I do.
But I refuse to show it.
Why should I?
After all, I'm not important enough to be told the truth,
But instead, a worthless toy, who deserves nothing but lies.

It funny, now as I look back on our time together..
But you really had me believing your stories.
All these tales of clans, and wars...
I almost thought I was your enchanted damsel..
And you where the hero protecting me from the horrid yellow dragon.
Pardon me if I sound bitter, or a tad cliché,
But let me ask you this..
Where is your spells now?
Where is your magic sword, or you secret cult?
That saved you from so many other problems?
Hmm, I wonder why you cant prove it all to me?
Oh, I know!
Its because it never existed.
Darling come back down to earth..
Your starting to believe your own lies.

Tell me this, why is it that you thought me a fool?
Why did you dare to think that you could do this to me?
I thought you said you'd never hurt me?
And what was it... oh yes.
I thought you said you'd never lie?
'Wow, what a twofaced hypocrite..'
I still can't believe, that someone of your intellect,
Would stoop to the level of a backstabber,
I thought you understood the agony of betrayal?
Oh no, wait. That was another one of your fantasy stories, right?
It's neither fun, nor interesting anymore luv, its just plain sad.

I look at you now,
And wonder what I ever saw in you.
But that's my anger speaking, my pain distorting my true feelings.
The hero I once say, my so called knight in shining armor has abandoned me,
In his place, a renegade in a rusted suit, with to many tricks up his sleeve,
And too many sly remarks on a sharp tongue.
I remember seeing, a powerful someone, who captured my attention,
Who I gave my mind... my soul, my heart… and would have willingly gave my body...
But now... now all I see is a broken soul, to lost to be found without his light...
The mask is gone, the angel revealed..
Is not the marks of outward appearance, but the the scorched distortion of your soul.

I see you nearly every week,
Smile and carry on as if I'm cold and don't care.
But you don't know how much it hurts to see you, to be around you,
To look you in the eyes for but a fleeting moment, tears me up inside.
I cry where you can't see me, as she whispers her lullaby.
If not for her beside me when I approach you, id breaks down every time.
I complain to you about my new so called love life,
Listen to the words you offer,
When all the time you give your advice I hoping you'll apologize,
Or tell me you really loved me,
Or say what you I mean, or meant to you…
I just want you to know, that the pain you caused me,
And all the bitterness and hate I throw at you,
Would be forgotten if you just told me you're sorry.
I don't know what else to do or tell you…aside this..
I love you.
And even though you betrayed my heart,,
I always will.

R.I.P our fallen love.