Birthday

I know that depression can't change anything,

So please let me be honest with myself.

Honest, might have uncontrolled leak.

Just close the door, and ignore all others.

I, myself sit in an empty room,

letting my cell rest for a night.

I promised myself, that my tear can't last till midnight.

Happy birthday to myself

I enlightened the candle,

But what is shine is the loneliness.

Happy birthday to myself

The candle melted, so did my tear,

I thank you for the things you gave to me.

I still love you, with an addition of little hatred.

I still need some time, to dilute the harm.

The wound on me, along with my shattered dream,

Will be gone after this night.